I would never have had the strength to do it first. As unhappy as I was, as suicidal as I was, I still wouldn’t have taken the 1st step....

To the memories I didn’t want, I’m sorry that I was so hostile towards you, rejected you, tried to make you feel invisible. But today, I...

To the memories I didn’t want, I’m sorry that I was so hostile towards you, rejected you, tried to make you feel invisible. But today, I...

There is something magical about a clear night sky, filled with stars. On a big sports field, you look up and it feels almost enchanted....

There is something magical about a clear night sky, filled with stars. On a big sports field, you look up and it feels almost enchanted....

Struggling with depression is one of the hardest battles I have fought so far. Moving from one day to the next felt like a monumental...

Struggling with depression is one of the hardest battles I have fought so far. Moving from one day to the next felt like a monumental...

I drink the Elixir and wish a wish. It brings me my escape, The thing I’ve longed for all my life. But wait, What’s this? The magic I so...

I drink the Elixir and wish a wish. It brings me my escape, The thing I’ve longed for all my life. But wait, What’s this? The magic I so...

A mob outside my house, A mob inside by head. I smoke my cigarettes, And drink my coffee. I wonder if I want to erase the bad from my...

A mob outside my house, A mob inside by head. I smoke my cigarettes, And drink my coffee. I wonder if I want to erase the bad from my...

I imagined a certain life for myself. I’m sure everyone does. This imagined life was built year upon year, experience upon experience,...

I imagined a certain life for myself. I’m sure everyone does. This imagined life was built year upon year, experience upon experience,...

She sat there like a live corpse. Her world was oblivious to her & she to it. Nobody missed her in the world she had left & nobody...

She sat there like a live corpse. Her world was oblivious to her & she to it. Nobody missed her in the world she had left & nobody...

Dear Baba, Today, after many years, I’m wishing you, out loud. Happy birthday. I hope you have the best time. Do you know, I think of you...

Dear Baba, Today, after many years, I’m wishing you, out loud. Happy birthday. I hope you have the best time. Do you know, I think of you...

When you’re lost and you can’t trust yourself. When it has been too long since you had faith in yourself. When a small decision like what...

When you’re lost and you can’t trust yourself. When it has been too long since you had faith in yourself. When a small decision like what...

Today was a day for resting, reading and resting some more. I spent the evening with self blame for company, wondering whether it’s all...